poems.... for you

poland's keeper

in my hallucination

i saw my beloved's flower garden

in my vertigo, in my dizziness

in my drunken haze

whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel

i saw myself as the source of existence

i was there in the begining

and i was the spirit of love

now i am sober

there s only the hangover

and the memory of love

and only the sorrow

i yearn for happiness

i ask for help

i want mercy

and my love says:

look at me and hear me

because i m here

just for that

i m your moon and your moonlight too

i am your flower garden and your water too

i have come all this way, eager for you

without shoes or shawl

i want you to laugh

to kill all your worries

to love you

to nourish you

oh sweet bitterness

i will soothe you and heal you

i will bring you roses.....

*poet rumi, bittersweet